R.I.P Tiger the Cat - 3/13/2017

I'm....extremely heartbroken to announce the unfortunate passin' of my beloved cat, Tiger. I've had him since he was a kitten...I raised and played with him...I loved him so much as much as he loved me for 8 years straight. Sadly 4 years passed and he ended up with what we assumed was a possible hairball condition that proved irremovable, time and time again hairball fits with nothin' comin' out. But recently...one mornin'..it got seriously bad....he was breathin' so heavily...could barely catch his breath and didn't eat his breakfast....we rushed him to the vet because he urinated on the carpet and craped in the carrier. -sighs shakenly-...Once again, the vet couldn't do anythin' but another X-ray, found nothing but his lungs bein' over inflated with too much air and gas in his stomach from breathin' to heavily and meowin' too much, there was also somethin' in one of his lungs (I sadly forgot what he said of what it could be) but he didn't know if it was the true cause of the problem then he 'guessed' if it was some kind of disease but blood tests 4 years ago had never shown anythin' of such a thing......-swallows hard, sniffling-...So we were left with 2 options..antibotics or...-chokes on a sob-....put him to sleep. Mother didn't want to see him suffer anymore and...I couldn't disagree...my baby boy..couldn't breathe...he was sufferin' for 4 long years and nothin' was fuckin' workin'...it was only a matter of time I guess...but...I just wish there was somethin' that could've been done...a fuckin' cure, a goddamn miracle!....I regret not huggin' him but I got to pet him....one last time....regardless of the amount of pets we have....this damn hell feels too empty. I'll never see him cause trouble....I'll never see him waitin' for breakfast every mornin' with Jacob and Joshua....I'll never hear him whine or meow for attention or when he wanted into my room...I'll never have him nap on my bed, sleepin' next to me while I was on my laptop and hear him purr. He was himself to the end....I'll forever miss him...he no longer suffers...rest well Tiger...I'll see you again..in the next life for we never truly end but begin again. I love you buddy.